Bye, plan B.

Hhh akhirnya dengan sangat berat hati.... gue ngelepas sastra inggris. Tadi begitu tau ternyata UMB sama aja kayak ujian mandiri dengan biaya 19 juta buat setahun pertama, gue speechless.. Ga bisa ngomong apa-apa lagi. Yang ada di pikiran gue cuma satu, 'gilak. gue mau ngebebanin keluarga gue kayak gimana lagi???'
gue langsung ke rumah gina tadi. Baru juga ngomong 'sastra inggris mahal banget gin' airmata gue udah ngalir gitu aja hhhh hhhh hhhh too much sigh, eh?
Sekarang plan B udah ga ada, berarti gue harus nyari plan C. Ada yang bisa bantu? Atau ada yang punya lowongan pekerjaan?

God, God, give the best for me. Nothing can help me but You.. Please, God, I'm begging You.

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“Love does not ask you to discard your pride, it’s about protecting a person. Don’t do this in the future. Don’t believe people so easily. Don’t fall in love so easily. Don’t forgive easily either. Please… become stronger.” – Jin Ho (Personal Taste)

“This time I realized that you and I are from different worlds. We met as though in a dream, but now it’s time for us to return to our own worlds.” – Jan Di (Boys Before Flowers)

“Don’t talk so sweetly to me. I’m not very smart so it really, really confuses me. If I think about it, from the day you came here, till the day you officially rejected me… while you were scolding me for being childish, telling me not to lean on you… you were exactly as sweet to me as you’ve always been. Even if the world crumbles, the feeling that if I held onto you everything would be okay… you did that. You pushed me off the edge of a cliff, and then you’re being sweet to me again — you can’t do that.” – Hyo-sun (Cinderella’s Sister)